even i dont know
Thursday, September 11, 2008
In search of.....
even i dont know
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Main Aisa Kyun Hun?
dhoondo koi rehgujar
wahi din, wahi raat
dhoondho to dhoondo
wahi ek barsaat
jo samjh sake mere jazbaat
chuppa sakun main apne aansu
aur rok lun ek tufaan
tufaan apne andar ka
Na koi faltu umeed
dusron se, apne aap se
main jaisa hun, bas wahi to hun
kya jo tum khud ho,
wahi tumhara hona koi gunaah hai koi?
Agar sochta hun to dusron ki khushi
woh khushi jo mujhe na mil saki
kya dusron ki khushi sochna
aur waisa karna gunaah hai koi?
Jo kisi ko na mila zindagi main
aur de diya jo tha apne daman main
agar woh khush ho gaya
to kya woh gunaah hai koi?
Agar hai to kiya hai
woh gunaah,
dusron ko khush rakhne ka
sab to khush hain mere aas paas
phir kyun hun main aaj bhi udhaas?
Sab samjhana chahte hain khud ko
main main main sahi
har haalaat main
na mila koi
jo samajh sake mujh ko
mere haalaat ko
Dhoondta hun koi rehgujar
na saath na manzil
agar hai koi umeed
hai to bas ek hansi ek khushi
aur woh bhi dusron ke lab pe
Agar main aisa hun
to koi gunaah hai kya?
Main aisa kyun hun???
Jee Raha Hun Main...
Zindagi ki satranj par
bisaat par
pyada ya fir
takatvar sipahi
Bisaat bichhi hui
ya khelne ke pratispardha se
ya main is pratispardha ka pyada
samajh nahin pata
har baar
har baar pyada ban kar reh gaya
to kaun hai is chakravuyh ka rachnakarta
kismat ya koi aur
kyun jeet jati hai zindagi
mujh se
meri zindagi se
Har chaal har shaks
soch samjh kar
fir bhi meri haar
kyun
soch raha hun main
Koi nahin mere paas
main aur meri tanhai
tanhai se puchu to bhi kya
kyun? kya? ka tak?
akhir kab tak
kyun sahara chahiye kisi aur ka
kisi ko gunahgaar thehraane ka
Jab ki main hun
aur koi nahin
koi nahin
kismat, woh to kabhi mere saath thi hi nahin
Kar raha hun
jee raha hun
jeeye jauynga...
Friday, September 5, 2008
India : 2015
Circa: 2015, Place: India
Mr. Sharma from Ambala has applied for tourist visa to Maharashtra state office in Chandigarh to visit Mumbai, Lonavala & Pune with his family for summer vacation. Granny in Chennai telling stories about Tajmahal to her grand children as UP state office in Chennai has refused her grandchildren students visa for summer camp at Agra. Mr. Prasad in Cuttak sharing his experience of Victoria & Sunderban jungles with his children as there is long waiting list of tourist visas at WB state office in Bhubneswar.
Time is not far away, when this will happen as states will function as independent countries and people from one state will require tourist visa, student visa etc. (job visa is out of question) Stories and experiences will only be shared as there will long waiting list and waiting period in respective state government offices situated in each state capitals.
Choole bhature will be patented by Delhi government, rajma chawal by Punjab government, Kehwa by J & K government, sandesh by WB government, masala dosa by TN government. Incase you want relish the delicacies of other state, you have to pay heavy license fees even for your own taste buds and have to pay royalties for any commercial use.
In my childhood, I have heard that India is a free country. I can go anywhere, work anywhere, speak anything. Indian constitution has given me a right, right of freedom.
Someday “anekta main ekta, hind ki vishesta” & “unity in diversity” will be found in only books.Zindagi...
Zindagi main dhondta kuch pal
Kato to khoon nahin
Khoon ko nahin dard
Jis raah main chala tha
Jaanne kahan gai hai who kho
Fir bhi pata nahin
Kya dhoond raha hun main
Zindagi main kuch pal
Ya palon main bachi kuchi zindagi
Kisi ko samajh pane ki chah
Ya khud ko samjha paane ki
Khara utarna dusron ki ummed par
Ya apni hi ummed par
Aur har baar chotta karna
Apni hi umeed ko
Kisi ko paane ki ummed main
Ulajh
Itni bhhed main bhi tanha, akela
Tanhai main kuch dhoondta hua
Ek pyas, ek ladai
Bheed se
Apne aap se
Issi jadojhahed main gujarti zindagi
Kya hua jo na mila koi
Koi jo mujhe samajh sake
Mere tanhapan ko
Mere akelepan ko
Lekin yakin hai mujhe mujh par
Zindagi na haarne dunga tujhe main
Jeet lunga tujhe main ek din
Milegi kaamyabi ek na ek din..........