My Mind My Space

Tu hi MANZIL hai....

2010-02-05T00:25:00.000-08:00

Chale the hum kahan se kahan

ab to bas tu hi MANZIL hai.

Mazburiyon ke haathon bane hum khilona

ab to bas tu hi SAHARA hai

Chalti kab talak veerani raat

ab to bas savera hi SAVERA hai

Tera saath kya mila hame

ab to bas muskurana hi MUSKURANA hai

Zindagi ban gayi ek phool meri

ab to is mehak to charo aur FAILANA hai.

Big Boss Ke Ghar 21 Din (TTC Experience)

2010-01-31T00:31:00.000-08:00

4-5 saal ki mehnat ke baad aaya ye shub din
socha, ab bitenge big boss ke ghar aaram se 21 din
dusre hi din chalu ho gaye padmasadhna ke 5-5 round
pavanmuktasan kar ke ho gaya sara mast surround

Woh meditation thi, yog nidra ya sound sleep
pata nahin jo bhi thi, thi badi sweet
dho dho kar, kaat kar, deep fry kar diya
chatni kar ke, pees diya
Guruji aapne to pappu ko bhi paas kar diya

Big crowd ho ya introtalk, ab to sab kuch hai possible
kyunki ab ho hum sab hogaye hain enlighten
kabhi train bane, to kabhi animal bane
kabhi budha bane to kabhi hu ha kiya
har activity har process se
humne kuch na kuch sikh liya
pehle the faticher
ab aap ne bana diya hai teacher
aur dil mera garden garden GIRIN GIRIN ho gaya hai

Ab hai nai zindagi ki shuruat
aur (Guru Ji) aapse yehi aashirvaad chahte hain
Guruvar aapke marg par
apne aap ko nyochavar karna chate hain.....

Intelligence Quotient of the Universe is K.

2009-07-09T02:19:00.000-07:00

Hey, how many times have you experienced that this world is full of duffers? Or the person in front of you is not so intelligent? Many a times or almost all the times. Isn't it??

The reason for this is that we consider ourselves most intelligent person mankind has ever produced till date. Now, Intelligence Quotient of the world is always constant. So if you are intelligent enough (to judge the other persons intelligence), he has to be duffer to make you intelligent. Strange but true. Isn't it? So say thanks to the duffer who is standing in front of you.

“Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisely how we feel, stop deciding exactly what we want, and just see what happens.”

Just see, Just Once....

R U Listening ???

2009-06-23T00:19:00.000-07:00

To know why don't v listen 2 others, let us think when do v listen 2 others. V listen 2 others when v think other is having some information which might b useful 2 us. Simple. Otherwise v don't want 2 listen 2 anybody in dis world. Other reason for not listening is dat v think v are 2 intelligent and d other person is fool. The moment v think d other person is fool, our ears automatically switches 2 passive listening from active listening. V have got a very judgmental mind. V always judge other person by his dress, background, qualification, religion, previous experiences etc etc. Sometimes v want a reason 2 b judgmental and because of dis judgmental mind, we don't listen. This leaves a very little room 2 see the things from different perspective. Secondly d moment u categorize d other person as fool, u give a right 2 other person 2 think d same about u. So just imagine the communication between 2 intelligent persons who think that the other person is fool. :-)

Listening can b a big stress buster for both, 1 who is speaking & 1who is listening, provided listener wants 2 listen. Think, last time when did u called up ur friend & heard all of his/her story with out interrupting on anything. Lend ur ears 2 ur near n dear ones.

Mad, Stupid, Paagal, Bevkoof, Fool??? R U ????

2009-06-15T03:19:00.000-07:00

Just think when do we feel the other person is fool, stupid, mad, bevkoof, pagal etc etc. Think. Think ..

Whenever other person does not reacts or behaves the way we want him to do, so we categorize him as fool, stupid, mad, bevkoof, paagal etc etc. Simple. Isnt it??

The real issue is we want everybody to behave or react according to our own wishes or thinking. We think what we are doing is perfectly right and others don't have any knowledge, expertise etc. If the other person reacts accordingly we feel proud in it and if the other is reluctant to go his own way then he is fool, stupid, mad, bevkoof, paagal etc.

Is that means that the other person does not have any right to speak his own mind or do what he wants to do. Why we want to force our thinking, our opinion, our judgments on others illogically and categorize people as stupid, mad, fool. We forget that the way we think, behave and react other person can also think, react or behave in his own way. We take the other person granted and fail to recognize that there has to be a space left for him as well. Space for his thoughts, his feelings, his own world. So, who is the real fool ???

In Punjabi, paagal translates to someone who has understood (jis ne gal paa li hai, samajh li hai).

Sunne main to kisi ka viswaas hi nahin hai aajkal. Sab apni baat batana aur jatana chahte hain.

If I am a fool cos I follow my heart and mind. I am glad that I am a fool, a big fool. Definitely not like you and different from this world. Thanks for the complement. ;-)

Jhakaaaaaash Effects of Anandi Ji's DSN

2009-06-15T03:14:00.000-07:00

Pehle zindagi main tha

na josh na umang

ab to har pal main hai

anand hi anand

anand aur tarang

sukh main anand

dukh main anand

dard main anand

anand main parmanand

Pehle zindagi main tha

na koi ras

aur na hi koi aa raha tha raas

ab to na koi fikr hai

na to koi tension

kyunki ab hai

har cheez jhakaaaaaaas

Rula rula kar dho diya

dho dho kar chamka diya

Padmasadhna karva ke

mentally aur physically fit bana diya

jhak jhak jhak jhak kar ke
apne jaisa jhakaaaaaaas bana diya

Jo mila kar liya usse grahan

fir bhi na mana
to kar diya arpan aur samparpan

fir bhi na samjha main aaya

to keh diya "Oh ho, oh ho !!! aise bhi log hote hain"

Pehle tha " Pappu cant dance"

Ab to pappu bhi nachne lag gaya hai

Kyun ki ab to woh bhi

Rock solid ho gaya hai

Kyunki ab woh samjh gaya hai

ki ek muskaan ke liye

pagal banna kitna bhala hai

Lekin pappu kya sach main

pass ho hopayega???

woh to samay hi batayega

jo knowledge points ko

apne jeevan main apnayega

JEE JAAYEGA...

My Experience of Advance course @ Bangalore Ashram 23-27 May'09

2009-06-15T03:07:00.000-07:00

Bheed main bhi tanha, akela

ba jaane dhoond raha ta kya

kabhi sakoon, kabhi shanti

kabhi anand, to kabhi khushi

Jab jhanka apne andar

woh bhi maun ke saath

to samajh main aaya

khushi aur anand to hai yahan

aur main dhoond raha tha na jaane kahan kahan

Jab kari aankhen band

aur le lambi gehri saansen

kho gaya na jaane kahan

aur pata hi nahin kab

vicharon pe laga ANKUSH

gyan ka PANKAJ khila

aur main AMBA ka DASS ho gaya

Naach naach ke hua khali

dhyan laga ke hua magan

aur aisi laagi lagan

fir to na puch mere man ka haal

jab jud gaya us se mera man

Gudda guddi ke khel khel main

main srajanatmak ho gaya

dhyan ki prakriya kar kar ke

main hollow aur empty ho gaya

aankhen band aur khol khol ke

main bansari ki tarah

khali lekin madhur aur mast ho gaya.....

My sincere gratitude to ANKUSH dada and PANKAJ bhaiya who conducted our advance course and AMBA DASS ji who assisted the course.

New Journey

2009-04-12T23:34:00.000-07:00

A New Journey

The ultimate destination

The destiny

The purest form of me

Its like

I was on picnic

Some kind of vacation

Journey of ups & down

Going through happiness and pain

Feelings, emotions, aspirations, ambitions, all part of me,

But not ultimate ecstasy

May this be final count down

The final journey

Where

It does not matter

What I have gained what I have lost

What matters is the eternal peace

Peace within

May this be final step

Final step to divinity

Divinity which is beyond all above us

Let me merge in this divinity

And surrender my karmas of last journey

And prepare myself for next journey !!!

ZINDA HUN MAIN……

2008-12-04T10:39:00.000-08:00

Shiskta hua
Dhadkta hua
Apne aap main tadpta hua
Hai kuch saans baki
Abhi bhi
Naa janne kaun le jayega usse bhi
Gair ya apne

Naya chehra
Naye khavab
Na mere liye
Bas us ke liye
Who bhi paanch baras ke liye
Kyun karta hun main yeh paap
Har baar

Kabhi baarishon main dhansa
Kabhi haadson main fassa
Kabhi meri bhartiyata ko khandit kiya
Har baar apne aap ko samjha liya
Ki main to nahin
Mera to nahin
Lekin ish baar kaise smjhayun
Apne aap ko

Kyun rondta gaya mujhe har koi
Kyun bhul gaya
Ki meri bhi zindagi hai koi
Maangi thi jo chand saansen
Who bhi chain se
Na mil payengi
Maut latak
Ya mit jayegi aise hi
Baichain har pal yeh saansen

Yun to yaad hai mujhe ab bhi
Har teen ghante se pehle
Jan gan man gaana
Aur gaa ke apne aap main
Sisak ke reh jana
Kyunki karna
Chahta hun main bahut kuch
Na kar saka bas ulajh ke re gaya
Har baar

Naa ulajhna chahta hun
Na fasna chahta hun
Bas barasna chahta hun
Kyun na fat paya aaj talak
Shayad tha ek intezaar
Ek bhukamp ka
Apne andar ka

Na rukega yeh
Na bhujega yeh
Jo thame rakha tha
Barson apne aap main

Kyun bhool jayun apne
Kulbulahat ko
Kyun begana kar dun
Shahadat ko

Har baar sahi
Ab ish baar nahi
Maangta hun jawab apne aap se
Aur maangta hun jawab
Har kisi se

Hai kisi main himmat
Jo saath de meri
Aur hila de ish duniya ko
Aur samajh paye insaniyat apne ander ki.........

In search of.....

2008-09-11T05:01:00.000-07:00

Traveled so far,

been there, everywhere,
even i dont know

where all i have been

just to find

love & peace

a perfect world

where i can understand others better

& others me...

where others love me

& understand me

more i search

more i m confused

confused abt the world

abt the people

abt myself

it is search for love & peace

or search for myself

myself as what i m

or as what others want me 2 b

tired of seeing myself

fit into others wants

all i need is escape

escape from others & myself

i don't know....

just MOKSHA, NIRVANA....

Main Aisa Kyun Hun?

2008-09-07T03:57:00.000-07:00

Tanha zindagi tanha safar
dhoondo koi rehgujar
wahi din, wahi raat
dhoondho to dhoondo
wahi ek barsaat
jo samjh sake mere jazbaat
chuppa sakun main apne aansu
aur rok lun ek tufaan
tufaan apne andar ka

Na koi faltu umeed
dusron se, apne aap se
main jaisa hun, bas wahi to hun
kya jo tum khud ho,
wahi tumhara hona koi gunaah hai koi?

Agar sochta hun to dusron ki khushi
woh khushi jo mujhe na mil saki
kya dusron ki khushi sochna
aur waisa karna gunaah hai koi?

Jo kisi ko na mila zindagi main
aur de diya jo tha apne daman main
agar woh khush ho gaya
to kya woh gunaah hai koi?

Agar hai to kiya hai
woh gunaah,
dusron ko khush rakhne ka
sab to khush hain mere aas paas
phir kyun hun main aaj bhi udhaas?

Sab samjhana chahte hain khud ko
main main main sahi
har haalaat main
na mila koi
jo samajh sake mujh ko
mere haalaat ko

Dhoondta hun koi rehgujar
na saath na manzil
agar hai koi umeed
hai to bas ek hansi ek khushi
aur woh bhi dusron ke lab pe

Agar main aisa hun
to koi gunaah hai kya?
Main aisa kyun hun???

Jee Raha Hun Main...

2008-09-07T03:48:00.000-07:00

Main
Zindagi ki satranj par
bisaat par
pyada ya fir
takatvar sipahi

Bisaat bichhi hui
ya khelne ke pratispardha se
ya main is pratispardha ka pyada
samajh nahin pata
har baar
har baar pyada ban kar reh gaya
to kaun hai is chakravuyh ka rachnakarta
kismat ya koi aur
kyun jeet jati hai zindagi
mujh se
meri zindagi se

Har chaal har shaks
soch samjh kar
fir bhi meri haar
kyun
soch raha hun main

Koi nahin mere paas
main aur meri tanhai
tanhai se puchu to bhi kya
kyun? kya? ka tak?
akhir kab tak
kyun sahara chahiye kisi aur ka
kisi ko gunahgaar thehraane ka

Jab ki main hun
aur koi nahin
koi nahin
kismat, woh to kabhi mere saath thi hi nahin

Kar raha hun
jee raha hun
jeeye jauynga...

India : 2015

2008-09-05T02:22:00.000-07:00

Circa: 2015, Place: India

Mr. Sharma from Ambala has applied for tourist visa to Maharashtra state office in Chandigarh to visit Mumbai, Lonavala & Pune with his family for summer vacation. Granny in Chennai telling stories about Tajmahal to her grand children as UP state office in Chennai has refused her grandchildren students visa for summer camp at Agra. Mr. Prasad in Cuttak sharing his experience of Victoria & Sunderban jungles with his children as there is long waiting list of tourist visas at WB state office in Bhubneswar.

Time is not far away, when this will happen as states will function as independent countries and people from one state will require tourist visa, student visa etc. (job visa is out of question) Stories and experiences will only be shared as there will long waiting list and waiting period in respective state government offices situated in each state capitals.

Choole bhature will be patented by Delhi government, rajma chawal by Punjab government, Kehwa by J & K government, sandesh by WB government, masala dosa by TN government. Incase you want relish the delicacies of other state, you have to pay heavy license fees even for your own taste buds and have to pay royalties for any commercial use.

In my childhood, I have heard that India is a free country. I can go anywhere, work anywhere, speak anything. Indian constitution has given me a right, right of freedom.

Someday “anekta main ekta, hind ki vishesta” & “unity in diversity” will be found in only books.

Zindagi...

2008-09-05T02:17:00.000-07:00

Palon main bit-ti zindagi

Zindagi main dhondta kuch pal

Kato to khoon nahin

Khoon ko nahin dard

Jis raah main chala tha

Jaanne kahan gai hai who kho

Fir bhi pata nahin

Kya dhoond raha hun main

Zindagi main kuch pal

Ya palon main bachi kuchi zindagi

Kisi ko samajh pane ki chah

Ya khud ko samjha paane ki

Khara utarna dusron ki ummed par

Ya apni hi ummed par

Aur har baar chotta karna

Apni hi umeed ko

Kisi ko paane ki ummed main

Ulajh gaya hun main shayad

Itni bhhed main bhi tanha, akela

Tanhai main kuch dhoondta hua

Ek pyas, ek ladai

Bheed se

Apne aap se

Issi jadojhahed main gujarti zindagi

Kya hua jo na mila koi

Koi jo mujhe samajh sake

Mere tanhapan ko

Mere akelepan ko

Lekin yakin hai mujhe mujh par

Zindagi na haarne dunga tujhe main

Jeet lunga tujhe main ek din

Milegi kaamyabi ek na ek din..........